Ronald had changed, Lucas realised that now. He wasn’t the same boy that he was when Lucas had been still alive. The old Ronald would have never reacted that way on the fact that his dead best friend might be stuck somewhere as a spirit and needed help. This, everything, was too much for Lucas. He couldn’t do it at the moment, so he decided to go to that one place where he knew he could relive his memories and let the time pass. He closed his eyes and ears and let himself forget where he was. He didn’t want to see or hear. He just wanted to relive his memories and this time his mind went back to the time before the school started. To the time before their camping trip. Before the attack and all the drama. To the time when he got his first kiss. His first real kiss.